finally the weekend + meeting with midori

Jan 8, 20164 min read

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Published: Jan 8, 2016

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_{* thank goodness it's the weekend from where i live. enough to spend time with family and seeing them have fun. that's pretty much what i wanted to do: making my loved ones happy, and making sure they get the best stuff.

* though i'm looking forward to the weekend, i had the most unlikely visit from a person i know all too well. to keep it private, i'll nickname this girl midori.

this midori is someone who i've known for a long time now, and she comes back almost every now and then. she comes over whenever i surf the net, and i don't know why; but midori's being midori. though she meant well in some occasions, she just comes at the wrong time. she's my teammate in many trials i face, but there are times that she can be quite a... troublemaker.

* not exactly a once upon time, because of her daily appearance, i would automatically go online and log in to some sites, like dA. my being online at that time (or anytime, for that matter) was for the usual cleanup of the inbox. after faving something or two, i looked back at what were created by the people who i watched. somehow... sometimes i would pause and feel something boiling. at that time, chandelier was played, and that's when midori came.

she told me things like: 'ohoho! lookie here. it seems they really love what their friends did.' and she would look at me with a very naughty smirk. 'yup! they really REALLY love what their friends did. pretty sweet of them, isn't it? it's a pity YOU never did anything, not even a single tribute or an appreciation thingy for your own friends' works. because of your quiet attitude, your friend even thought that you didn't appreciate and support what they made. tsk tsk! pity pity... what kind of a friend are you? you wanna let them get your friends?'

*she would threaten me with words and thoughts. 'oh look! your friends are talking without you! aren't they supposed to be ALSO your friends? what's holding up?' or things like, 'oh look! your friend's friends are having a good time with each other. and yet.... i know as much as you do that you don't like anyone near them... right?'

midori really knew well as much as i do that the last thing that can happen is when my friends are taken away. and i hate it very much. because of this and thanks to midori, i felt nothing but anger and frustration towards everyone.

* no matter what, midori will always stay. she'll come visiting me whenever i go online, and say things that would've been good, but then turned them into threats.

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* i apologize for this journal. midori just bothers me very much. and i don't know if anyone knows yet, but midori means 'green'.

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